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Blazed Druid

Blazed Druid

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Hey guys, I just went throught the most fucked up time in my life. long story. not gonna mention whgat happened.

a huge mistake i made was listening to sad music. litterly dont. drink, party. listen to happy/lucky music.

just wanted to let you gyus know that ._. <3
 
Blazed Druid said:
Hey guys, I just went throught the most fucked up time in my life. long story. not gonna mention whgat happened.

a huge mistake i made was listening to sad music. litterly dont. drink, party. listen to happy/lucky music.

just wanted to let you gyus know that ._. <3
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Unless I know details, sounds like attention whoring... ._.
Worst thing I went through? Almost commited suicide 3 times because a girl I had been with for a year and a half left me and her final words were "I hate you, I hope I never see you again!" Even to this day I don't know what I have done wrong, but I found out she was with another guy a few days after so he might have had something to do with it. Then I tried to kill myself by:
Hanging x2
Stabbing my internal organs
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Not fun, the song that kept me from doing something that would have surely killed me was this song here: Mad World - Gary Jules - YouTube

Sorry for putting this depressing stuffs here but if I was to call him an attention whore for only saying that, I gotta atleast prove my worth by telling whoever what my story is.
 
I know Blazed pretty good and have talked to him, he's going through some really tough times. Even though he might seem really annoying or retarded to most of you, not everyone is perfect.

@walkingdragon That's a sad story :( I hope you never try to commit suicide again, just live life the best you can.
 
Zasranets said:
I know Blazed pretty good and have talked to him, he's going through some really tough times. Even though he might seem really annoying or retarded to most of you, not everyone is perfect.

@walkingdragon That's a sad story :( I hope you never try to commit suicide again, just live life the best you can.
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I haven't talked to blazed that much but whatever the challenge you CAN overcome it, look at me, was at the point of killing myself and now I'm in A-school for the Navy in Pensacola, FL.
All you need to do, is wade it out.
 
Should make anyone happy
[video=youtube;t_weuuBmDsI]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t_weuuBmDsI[/video]
 
walkingdragon said:
Unless I know details, sounds like attention whoring... ._.
Worst thing I went through? Almost commited suicide 3 times because a girl I had been with for a year and a half left me and her final words were "I hate you, I hope I never see you again!" Even to this day I don't know what I have done wrong, but I found out she was with another guy a few days after so he might have had something to do with it. Then I tried to kill myself by:

Not fun, the song that kept me from doing something that would have surely killed me was this song here: Mad World - Gary Jules - YouTube

Sorry for putting this depressing stuffs here but if I was to call him an attention whore for only saying that, I gotta atleast prove my worth by telling whoever what my story is.
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So they let pretty much anyone join the Navy huh?
 
Colucci said:
So they let pretty much anyone join the Navy huh?
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The Navy doesn't know certain things about me...
>.>
<.<
>.>

Then again I've recovered and am stable so I don't see any reason why not to accept me, I have no tickets, nor been pulled over by the police or anything. I'm a clean record afatk.

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Zisly said:
I'm here for you honey <333
*likes status*
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Ty zis
 
Zasranets said:
I know Blazed pretty good and have talked to him, he's going through some really tough times. Even though he might seem really annoying or retarded to most of you, not everyone is perfect.

@walkingdragon That's a sad story :( I hope you never try to commit suicide again, just live life the best you can.
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lol wp
 
What's wrong with finding solace in relatable music?
Bright Eyes alone got me through some bad times.

Red
 
Red said:
What's wrong with finding solace in relatable music?
Bright Eyes alone got me through some bad times.

Red
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Well see, the one type of person I truly despise is an emo... I won't go into details unless you want to know (then in that case PM me) but yeah...
 
what i mean was.. Check the song : theoverunder - far from perfect. This song just proved that every decision taken and made by me in the last 3 years were wrong. I lost the 2 most valuable persons of my life due to the dumbness of a bitch. I never went even close to commit suicide. I cut my arms several years ago and rewent on that one eventho i didnt continue sad music didnt help me get up as much as hanging with friends and other girls did to me. It litterly made me feel fucked up. hope you got over her

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Not tryng to sound anywhere to "offended" by small kids trying to wannabe on a tibia related forum. litterly not giving the smallest fucks of fucks.

I went from a drug addict to a way to young father(in my opinion), still not having a stable income, about 7000 in minus at my bank cause i paid the whole flat and equipment, not even anything helpful in sight, at work for 10 hours per day, after that a 4 hours job which is why no one even sees me on a tibia server anymore.

Live goes on no matter what. keep ur head up. the only clue i found out about is that sad music makes you cry, suffer and feel pain until you get over it. then it remembers you of the best time. the best you will or maybe ever had. till now. a new door opens as a old one shuts.

And trust me, there is NOTHING worse then not beeign able to see ur daughter.

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I really hope he plays Emo music so I can rag on him... ._.
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I'm the vocalist of a metalcore band. if you consider this beeign emo music im fine with that. im a shouter. I mean stuff like mayday parade. Mad world is a sad song. tears in heaven. stuff like that proving other people suffered makes me perosnally feel alive. cause its amazing to know that im a human beeign able to feel stuff like love or miserablity.(if thats a word)

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[video=youtube;1shA2JBU1wk]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1shA2JBU1wk[/video]

That was " our " song. It litterly mad eme pull of my shaver to cut it out :333 got over it.
 
Blazed Druid said:
what i mean was.. Check the song : theoverunder - far from perfect. This song just proved that every decision taken and made by me in the last 3 years were wrong. I lost the 2 most valuable persons of my life due to the dumbness of a bitch. I never went even close to commit suicide. I cut my arms several years ago and rewent on that one eventho i didnt continue sad music didnt help me get up as much as hanging with friends and other girls did to me. It litterly made me feel fucked up. hope you got over her

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Not tryng to sound anywhere to "offended" by small kids trying to wannabe on a tibia related forum. litterly not giving the smallest fucks of fucks.

I went from a drug addict to a way to young father(in my opinion), still not having a stable income, about 7000 in minus at my bank cause i paid the whole flat and equipment, not even anything helpful in sight, at work for 10 hours per day, after that a 4 hours job which is why no one even sees me on a tibia server anymore.

Live goes on no matter what. keep ur head up. the only clue i found out about is that sad music makes you cry, suffer and feel pain until you get over it. then it remembers you of the best time. the best you will or maybe ever had. till now. a new door opens as a old one shuts.

And trust me, there is NOTHING worse then not beeign able to see ur daughter.

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I'm the vocalist of a metalcore band. if you consider this beeign emo music im fine with that. im a shouter. I mean stuff like mayday parade. Mad world is a sad song. tears in heaven. stuff like that proving other people suffered makes me perosnally feel alive. cause its amazing to know that im a human beeign able to feel stuff like love or miserablity.(if thats a word)

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[video=youtube;1shA2JBU1wk]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1shA2JBU1wk[/video]

That was " our " song. It litterly mad eme pull of my shaver to cut it out :333 got over it.
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For sharing your story I retract my statement (the first post) and now have respect for you. We've all gone through tough times in our life (I know mine still hasn't ended) and for me about her? Yeah I got over her, after 3 years... I know that's a long while but I honestly deep down believed she was the right one. As for drugs and stuff like that, I personally haven't done any drugs let alone smoke a cigarette but my sister had almost OD'd 3 times (cocaine) and well now she is clean (for 2 years?) and has given me a beautiful niece that I care for deeply. As far as your music goes, I don't listen to Metalcore but I'm sure it's a lot better than emo, as I said if you want to know why I dislike emo's, PM me. But anyways back on topic, I have been able to blast through everything that has been thrown at me except one thing, I'm still trying to get over it, my social retardation. I might be a social butterfly, but in person, I'm socially awkward as fuck... I'm that guy you see walking down the street all alone behind the group of friends having the time of their life, but even then I'm slightly happy, the reason being is because you have to learn to take your experiences and learn from your mistakes and carry that with you to make sure you don't mess up in the future (Yeah there are certain things that can't be helped like my social life). Anyways, Blaze, respect bro, you earned it and congrats on the kid. It's going to be really tough so you should probably get a second job until you can get a good high paying job.
 
respect on you aswell. What you call a ruined social life sounds like my 16-18 years old life :D running behind jerks i call faggots when im athome and alone. I litterly got over it. started redressing my outfit and they startied liking my ashole for attention. Skip them. you will find 1-2 good friends. trust me.

I'm clean for several months now and im proud of that fact.

Well the chances in germany to get a daughter when you are a guy and split up are like 0.01 %. if she is gonna raise her up she will be ruined. No matter what.

Pm me why you dislike emo please :3

I overdosed about 4 times in 1 year. And my daughters birth opened my eyes. I learned alot. Allways take yourself over people that dont treat you how you deserve to be treaten. :)
 
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