Chris, stop making everyone feel sorry for you. Kick yourself into gear. It's probably something stupid and you just want to cry about it.
I don't really know you, but from what I can see, you won't tell anyone what's happened, and you don't have any intention too either. So if your going to make a thread like this, you should at least have the decentcy to tell the community why. Otherwise, don't make a thread like this.
Kick yourself in the leg, put your head up, and get over whatever's happened. If you wish, tell me in PM and I'll help you.
I know I seem harsh but I hate kids that do this..
Sorry,
Three.